I'm not sure how I feel right now. I think it's probably a mixture of incredible sadness as well as disbelief. I found out late last night that my cousin Roy had gone to the ER. He hadn't been feeling very good for the last few days, but no one expected him to go to the ICU. His heart had stopped once at the hospital & they had to put him on dialysis for kidney failure as well. He was only 25 years old when he passed away very early this morning.
It seems so very surreal. I only have sisters, so some of my cousins to me are like the brothers I don't have. I think I'm going to be crying a whole lot once the reality of it all sinks in. As of right now, I'm very sad but I'm somehow in denial as if believing it's not true makes life rewind itself and re-play it all with a different outcome.

R.I.P Roy <3 You are always & forever loved.


Sweet Leilani "Happy Place :-)" Sparkling - 15 years, 9 months, 7 days ago

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Sweet Leilani "Happy Place :-)" Sparkling - 16 years, 1 month ago

MAKE ME SMILE LOTS BY MAKING ME SOME PAGES FOR MY SCRAPBOOK <3

I hope that lots of my friends and people I know will make me happy with their scribblings, but this is what I need from you for my scrapbook:

1. Please use a colored or plain A4 (standard letter size) paper and fill it up with whatever you like...ex. personal notes to me, postcards, pictures, stickers, drawings (seriously I mean anything that can go on a piece of paper)

PLEASE LEAVE 2 cm FREE FROM THE LEFT SIDE OF THE PAPER BECAUSE THAT SPACE IS NEEDED FOR BINDING THE SCRAPBOOK <3

2. I will pay 10k per page with a max. of 5 pages per person.

3. Once you've finished making the pages for me, msg me for my addy & set up an auction for me, so I can pay you for the pages you're sending...

Also, I would put down a list of things I like but I really want those pages to reflect your own personality and not mine.

I basically will love anything you make, unless you fill up the pages with morbid stuff that makes me wanna cry, which I hope you won't.

Please let me know if I can look forward to fun filled pages from you, so I can start a list of participants.

THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH! <3

1. Ladii
2. Chandra
3. (Jonathan Foster)
4. Isabel
5. Jason
6. Yvonne
7. Love (maybe...but he'll do it coz he's awesome I'm sure)
8. Cookie Slut
9. Kerry
10. Ais
11. Meagan
12. Terri-Anne
13. Dikla (remind after 10/1)
14. Basia
15. Aaron
16. Jaana
17. Melissa Ziller
18. Shawna
19. Terence
20. Rainy
21. Lyle Douglas
22. Ipeh
23. J J
24. Hayley
25. Corey Skiffington (remind in May)
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